I have been longing for solitude and my birthday was when I wanted it. My anxiety had won me over and it got what it wanted; escape. But I knew that it was something I needed anyway so I had submitted myself. It’s long overdue. I biked around downtown and watched a film at midnight. Just smelling the fresh air on the ride back home made me want to cry. I put my magnifying glass over little things that had happened that ride and thought to myself of how blessed I am.

Just reminding everyone that this is today! Celebrate my 18th with me with all these crazy bands. Rage. Rage. Rage. 

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i didn’t have a birthday cake but i got a birthday ice cream instead! 

hello, i’m jemimah and today is my birthday. i turned 17 today!

and before i even forget later, i should tell you that my day has been pretty fucking awesome and eventful so far:

• i woke up and got ready at 6:30
• at 7, i started pedaling toward fresno city to meet up with stan
• stan and i biked to manchester mall for the mall to mall ride
• we got there in 30-40 minutes and hung out with everyone for a bit
• the ride started at 8:30 and ended at 9:30
• the rest stop was at iron bird and we ended up staying there for a bit after i got my free massage (;
• jason, stan and i rode around tower until jason had to go home
• stan and i had robertito’s!
• he and i rode to skid & destroy
• we got ice cream from rite aid after
• and now, i am home!

so i’ve been riding from since 7 am and i just got back home at 5! whew!

and later, i have a birthday dinner with my family n__n

Happy birthday momma! I don’t know how old you are, to be honest. It don’t really matter you still look young to me with your round face and petite body. I love you momma. <3 I’m glad you liked the silly painting I made for you. Thanks for always being there.

This is Dina Zamora, my best friend. She turned 16 today. Today was also my dad’s birthday. I am happy that I have both of them in my life. She’s always been there. <3