VIOLENCE

just because i’m “happy” all the time, always showing my soft side, my emotions, and weaknesses, doesn’t mean i’m spineless. keep treating me like shit and i’ll show you what kind of asshole i can be. 

• get all my films developed
• look for a crank set
• buy the okami saddle
• type all my poetry journals
• study, study, study for math finals next week.
• buy the miche seatpost.
• take more photos with lomography cameras.
• buy a camera soon.

it’s unfair that i’ve been so uninspired lately. the people that i expect to push me are doing the exact opposite and are bringing me down. another good example to why not trust anyone. not even me. 

i was dead

i was dead

i didn’t exist

until i met you.

i keep looking for answers 

but i dig deeper in confusion.

henrycharlesbukowski:

don’t feel sorry for me.
I am a competent,
satisfied human being.

be sorry for the others
who
fidget
complain

who
constantly
rearrange their
lives
like
furniture.

juggling mates
and
attitudes

their
confusion is
constant

and it will
touch
whoever they
deal with.

beware of them:
one of their
key words is
“love.”

and beware those who
only take
instructions from their
God

for they have
failed completely to live their own
lives.

don’t feel sorry for me
because I am alone

for even
at the most terrible
moments
humor
is my
companion.

I am a dog walking
backwards

I am a broken
banjo

I am a telephone wire
strung up in
Toledo, Ohio

I am a man
eating a meal
this night
in the month of
September.

put your sympathy
aside.
they say
water held up
Christ:
to come
through
you better be
nearly as
lucky.

Charles Bukowski

I’m doing a show tomorrow, a 40 minute set at Teazer Downtown. I haven’t practiced. Well, I did for 30 minutes. I don’t feel any excitement/fear. I’m slowly depleting feelings. Okay, cool.

hipsterwavves:

realscreamo:

A huge directory of screamo music submitted by the awesome screamingrainbows.

http://www.mediafire.com/screamoisdead

Includes a ton of rare albums, including albums by Gantz that I’ve been looking for the longest time.

Hope you enjoy & remember to support these bands.

Reblogging for the greater good.

Nicki Minaj is a genyoos