February 2012
I usually solve problems by letting them devour me.
– Franz Kafka (via escolma)
January 2012
(childhood ends)
It makes me nervous that one day all my younger years will soon vanish into a black hole where all the good things happened. It will completely vanish into a universe where pressing your cheeks against windows was merely an act of wandering and beautifully played with innocence. This feels like holding last few strands of your own hair until one day, there will be nothing to hold onto. Then, you...
February, you are my bitch.
if you get pushed along by the wave of the ocean, you can get pretty far. after four parties, in one night, i didn’t know i was going to end up drunk-people-watching in a hotel room full of people i haven’t seen in years. i had a in depth talk about the economy, literature, food and beliefs with one of the people i met that night. also, i had a conversation with a kind lady that told...
butterflies eating the insides of my stomach
my hands are shaking. shaking. shaking.
i can’t control myself anymore.
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desire, attachment, ignorance.
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eliassrouji-deactivated20130430 asked: yr way cooler than i was when i was 17, maybe
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Your wildest of dreams have come true.
This is amazing! Thanks Kam kam. <3
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Anonymous asked: Cute shirt. You said you need to work on THAT tummy this year?! Oh stop! Im jelly
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(things i am excited for)
my new phone in a few weeks, finally. in case some of you didn’t know, my phone, a 3Gs, has been through a lot. more than half of the screen is shattered from multiple times of dropping it (while biking, getting out of the car etc) and i’ve spilled olive oil on it once when i was making pizza for the first time. it left a thumb-like shadow on the middle meeting the cracks from the top...
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(hey, what have you been up to?)
For the last 7 days, I have been extremely occupied with school and playing shows that I had almost forgotten how to take a full 8 hour sleep. Don’t get me wrong, it’s been incredibly fun. You’d think that playing three shows in a weekend would be redundant but I think otherwise.
Our first show on Friday at Beltower had a great turnout. There were 80 people!
Saturday, 50...
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Anonymous asked: will you ever stop being a hipster?
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She wants to know if I love her, that’s all anyone wants from anyone else,...
– Extremely Loud & Incredibly Close, Jonathan Safran Foer
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(if you ever come back my way, i should just warn...
where are you? it’s been a year but you’re still running here.
i can’t say what i feel on here. it’s not that no one would understand because that’s already given. but because i feel that i’m gonna be so repetitive and i don’t want sympathy from people. after all, it is all my fault. i’ve always wanted you. no one else but you.
you make it look...
(invincible happened)
things i am looking forward to for the next couple of months:
finally get to meet the sweetest person, alex
get my new ukulele
play more shows (by myself and with my band)
finally get my license
get my car
get a new bag next week
getting a new phone next month
being single the whole year
at this moment, nothing can really make me feel down.